first love at the first sight

Fiuhh...
Diz' is the time to pass the routine interestingly
I really enjoy the day that I have spent in the school

until one day....

I meet someone dat' makes me falling in love...
and I learn many things from him.

First time I saw him when I was teaching in his class
satu kata yang diutarakan olehnya...
"how do u know my name?"
he likes rabbit that bumped bumped from the upstairs to downstairs
Hahahahaha, dat's my first impression for him ^^

Let's see...
The story began when I had to take in charge in another class that I had never taught there
First feeling that showed at the beggining, "yah.....ganti kelas, hikz berarti harus adaptasi lagi T_T." (td pagi yg mukanya udah ceria, jd lesu kayak orang yg belum makan T_T)

"Tapi mau ga mau, ayooo felis harus bisa!" sahut felis

Begitu masuk kelas yg baru, felis melihat begitu banyak muka-muka yg bertanya2
Hummm, maybe they think "who is she?", "alienkah?" (ga sampe gitu kalee ya ^0^). Ada juga yang mukanya lg sewot (hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.........feliz ampe rasanya mau menangis deh >.< pluz dia ga mau dipegang lagi T.T)

Namun semua ketakutan itu pupus when I met him.
In dat time, it's time to teach them counting something
Then, I was looking for somebody who need a favor
and I got him
I saw him at the first time n he was smiling at me
I really didn't know his name
until I realized that he had already wrote his name in the left top of worksheet
" D E V O N "
"Ahha..gotcha!!!", gumamku

I was smile at him n said "Hi, Devon ... would u like to count the numbers with me?"
He said "Yes" while he was smiling at me
We counted together each number until 28....
n he could do well..
suddenly the activity stop coz' he said "How do u know my name?"
I was smiling n said "I just know it"....
In fact, gw udah ngeliat lah ...tuh nama nongol di pojok kiri atas.
Even though I had already told the truth, he still asked me for twice.
"How do u know my name?" dengan muka yang begitu curious seakan akan banyak pertanyaan2 yang bermunculan di kepalanya saat itu. Cute statement I think!

Setelah proses hitung menghitung berakhir, satu hal yang membuat aku hampir menitikkan air mata at that time,  he said "this a great day!!! I like it!" while he was seeing my face with his smile.

Ohhh God, ternyata di dalam setiap kelemahan, Tuhan memberikan satu penghiburan yang luar biasa pada saat itu. Hari yg pada awalnya aku memandang dengan keraguan dan ketakutan yang ada di depan, Tuhan mengubahnya hanya dengan sambutan hangat seorang anak kecil yang membuat aku mencintai hari-hari yg aku jalani. Yip, because of first love at the first sight. Statement yg dia lontarkan dan senyuman yang diberikan buat felis pada saat itu, membuat aku mengubah cara pandangku saat itu juga.

Nowadays, I learn that changing my paradigm in my daily life is very important. I mean, how to change my point a view bukan berdasarkan pada apa yang felis lihat, namun pada apa yg Tuhan lihat.
No matter "proses shocking" yg akan terjadi padaku....
No matter kelelahan yang akan terjadi padaku..
No matter pada vitamin yg felis minum scr daily krn tenaga yg harus dikeluarkan, walo in fact felis gak suka minum obat klo gak sakit....

As long felis bs melihat anak-anak kecil itu seperti cara Tuhan memandang seorang anak kecil, it's enough, God. Felis bersyukur buat setiap anak-anak kecil yang boleh menjadi bagian di dalam hidupku. Esensi mencintai akan berbeda ketika felis melihat Tuhan sangat mengasihi anak-anak kecil itu.

Tuhan....

felis bersyukur buat kehadiran mereka di dalam hidupku

felis beryukur bisa berbagi kasihMu dengan mereka....

let me learn from day to day...

I believe dat' every child can be "devon-devon" kecil yang bagaikan seperti seekor kelinci that is bumping-bumping from upstairs to downstairs. Lebih tepatnya they can feel n see how Jesus loves them ^^

Thank u God, buat pelajaran hari ini.

Njoy de day, dude!!

 

Comments

[Thea]

huaaa...x...emang kok ,kl udah liat anak kecil yang imut banget rasae bisa "bumping-bumping from upstairs to downstairs"soalnya rasae mereka polos banget...huehue....cia yo buat kerjamu...